So far today has been good. I've gotten a lot of errands done. It's weird being able to drive my car, especially at night because I'm usually so drunk. Last night when I was driving, I couldn't stop smiling. It was the best feeling in the entire world.
I haven't had any cravings to drink today up until now. I WANT A BEER! But I'm not going to have one. I'm going to stay sober and write about it in this blog, which is why I created it. I never imagined it would be this difficult. The craving is so strong, I start crying. It's unbearable (or unbeerable), it's almost like a pain inside of me. I just need to make it through and I'll be okay. I've gone the entire day with only this one craving so hopefully it'll get better over time.
Fuck, I need a drink.
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